yup its been a week.. everyday i'm thinking abt it but still i dun wan to start any conversation.. nope nt this time since last sat.. thou this coming sat is ur birthday but i guess i aint imprt la.. so a card is all i'll do.. very kind enough le i think.. hmm still i hav yuan qi in me.. but i'm stubborn this time.. i still wont initiate.. i wont.. trust me this time.. i wont.. it's struggling but i'll tell myself its gonna be fine.. its gonna be over.. hmm kind of deceiving but it'll go.. i'm thankful yet i hate u for it.. contradicting huh.. anyway u cldnt see this.. so i'm can speak freely here..
wad is planned for me this week.. late shifts.. late shifts.. late shifts.. haa i'm just plain bored haa shld say i din concentrate on my ptc n i'm here blogging lol.. hmm yesh thurs i'm going for the duck tour n the hot air balloon.. heee.... waiting for it..
haa dun blog le.. i'm on the phone....
