came upon this mtv.. recent one.. initially tot the song wasn't so impressed.. but since i got nothin better to do.. haha i watch the mtv.. first time a mtv makes me drop into tears.. its about faking to make self feel better..
hmm i noe how its like.. frm trying to accept the fact of breakups, to regrets and frm remorseful to finally realise its over.. in fact anyone who has been felt deeply hurt by a relationship or break ups had to go through this major "operation".. be it who's the one who initiate break up.. both sure felt devastated.. but when you realise wad had gone goes beyond..
whenever the breakups had turned ugly.. met by fate is disastrous..
and i hate it..
if there is a thing that hurts me is that..
you pretend you don't know me, i pretend i don't know you..
you said don't call it a betrayal it is just way of freedom..
girls had higher tendency to forgive n forget.. thou its kind of lying to self.. girls will still wait for the guy to change.. when they waited long enough they accept.. girls are always blinded in love rite.. esp me i guess.. things just happened.. i couldn't help it, couldn't find way out..
but girls really put their mind to stop the torture.. it means they left no energy to carry on..
hmm afterall you will found out that to love or not cannot be forced or fake.. like i finally felt so.. when you don't love, you can live without.. when you can live without, you don't love..
still the mtv reminds me of mine.. still will ache some how but it become a part in me.. the bus.. the seat.. the house.. the room.. the words.. the thoughtfulness.... the hand.. the warmth.. the movies, the shoulder, the laughter, the songs, n my tears..
be it sweet, be it sad.. had been kept inside..
