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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

hmmm still probing over the job bonding prob..
hmm tml den discuss wif principal..
making me so head big..
but anyway...
wahahhahahhahaa..
having this whole week to see my bus guy.. wahahhaaha...

my hearts go... sha la la la la... sha la la in the morning...
woooo.... keke...
i'm mad i noe....

juz hav to learn to put things aside at times...
Monday, June 27, 2005

ARGH.. starting my post just with this.. ARGH..
had a real bad one todae.. so pissed off..
wad's wrong wif you ppl.. dont you have something called selfless.. at least for one pathetic day.. come on.. pity me can anot.. simply dunno why some ppl are so blockheaded.. having their break means snatching every chance to go out.. come on.. give a thought for me can anot.. don't i have to go out too.. if you think you wanna go out for breathe taking.. how abt me.. don't i hav to... all the packed schedule is making me so tense le.. carinval juz over.. den come this parent teacher conference, after tat my long long overdueed lesson plan to do,, and guess wad;s more coming.. a every year once concert.. argh... cant i just hav my lil pathetic one hr break to go compass point walk walk... so stressed.. gettin on my nerves... soon i tell you.. i'll gone.. and me.. i still nw half way through preparing for my PTC... and dwn there is adding on to my stress... i noe i shldn't blame dwnstairs.. yet >__<* i'm so messed up...
and nw me.. facing another big turnin point...

do i bond for 4 yrs to my present company?

or i got to say bye bye and find another job..

ok to bond.. i hav to be slave for this four yrs.. yet there are of cuz pros and cons...
and oso i stay wif my badge of kids.. and seeing Jared graduated.. is my greatest hope..

if i say bye bye.. its sure that i will be missing my lovely students so so much... n my partner..
but for my financial wise.. its better.. due to a higher pay work..

so hard to make this decision.. hard to choose between ideal and reality....
hai.. todae really not my day.. how.........................................

let me think for one more day...

hmm recall back this past weekend... wad a disaster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant take it to digest yet i'm better nw...
friday.. after work.. tot previously could go bugis to shop and destress...
end up meeting dear bud jon for dinner.. this fellow has been naggin to meet.. ahhah... buay tahan.. and i got a tendency to ps him for the past weekends.. sorry lah.. dun angry la.. repay u wif cd le loh... hmm thanks for dinner treat o.. hahah,, felt guilty out of sudden.. *grins* love ya la..
met yan nget fel n keong at her hse..
and ta da.......... yan go fishing wif them and me going off home... due to work next day..
and sat after work.. went punggol plaza wif ma miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii(mummy) and haha.. dad kept telling me to try the mee gua at the kou fu.. hahah.. simply couldn't stand it.. 3 of us laugh off our silly heads cuz mee gua is ready at 4pm.. which means if i gonna eat tat i'll hav to wait for 2 hrs.. woah.. wad do you think.. would you wait tat long juz to try something new.. haha nah.. i wouldn't mind if i hav the time.. yet nope.. so tired.. finish shoppin our cookies ingredients at fairprice... we headed hm taking the punggol plaza shuttle bus.. haha.. funny incident.. hahahha.,... hmm reached hm.. bao meetin me.. so qiuck bath and dashed off to tamp... reached yan's hse drop dead.. guess wad its so comfy.. i couldnt help and to fall asleep.. den woke up.. 8 plus le.. bao going off soon.. at first i tot i oso joinin them for initial d.. but nvm.. din hav my seat so.. off i go wif bao to get our growling stomach fed.... and fed well wif mac.. wahahahahha...
hmm had talked but din wanna think wad's it anyway... cuz things got some replied... yet dunno for real anot.. onli when things done den i can say.. things turned better...
ok... end le.. vision blurred nw.......
blog again loh.....
Saturday, June 25, 2005

so tired..
dunno wad to say..
quite disappointed..
nvm...
vcdin loh..

totally exhausted.. energy used up on??
used on controlling my lil rascals,
used on facing prob met at school,
used on doing lesson plans,
used on missing my jie meis n xiong dis,
used on stressing this outstanding bill,
used on bothering over a no responsiblity human,
used so much on missing my troubled-free life,
used on wondering why ppl are giving me problems,
used on keepin my promise to you,
used on trying to see you every morning,
used on maybe you would give a damn,
used on thinking wad life would be without you..
used on thanking god you acc me thru these nasty "learning lessons".
Netherless i am totally OUTZ..
but recharging....................... and recovering from a wound..
only one thing left behind.. an ugly scar.. thru those nasty "learning lessons".

and thanks peeps.. so blessed wif you all..
and thanks lot my dear bud.. for filling my everyday wif optimistic morning call..
*MUaCks* love ya all..

juz hope ltr can watch initial d..
Monday, June 20, 2005

woa.. one long busy week had past.. and surprise me blogging at this timing..
hahah all thanks to my heat rash.. today on mc.. hehe
the itchyness is killing me.. argh...
hmm had a veri exhausted n packed weekends..
so sorry guys i couldn't afford to squeeze out time to meet u guys.. i really really missed u all leh.. and surely u all missed me alot hor.. keke..
sorry la.. saturday whole day at sch carnival.. den sunday father's day.. got family gatherin.. sorry ah..
oh yah bao and yan.. i found a place filled wif ur favs.. comming weeekends i bring u guys there k... i promise bring u guys there ok..
hmm and dear dear.. sorry la.. too tired le.. cant meet u la.. but dun worry still got this comin weekends k.. missin u la.. dun worry.. wahahahha.. *bleah*

*kept my promise...
Monday, June 13, 2005

hehe..
i hav made my promise done o..
partially la..
hehe..
still will continuing meetin you every morning o...
keke..
Sunday, June 12, 2005

looking forward shall i promise
i'm lookin forward to tomorrow
hehe..
if u wonder why..
keke.. dun tell u..
psss its a secret..

*meeting you every morning.. usual place o...
keke...

Juz this one last time..

i tot i could really let go
Everyone's say i'm doing the right thing
i noe i'm doing it right
but yet why am i feeling so wrong
so painful
like being torn apart

its you who always lied to me
and i onli lied to you once and last
i lied that i love u no more
i really tot i could yet till nw...

I CAN'T..
i noe i'm so useless..

i really hope i can easily put all the blame on you
but somehow blame isn't matter


i really hate you
its you who started
and yet i have to end it

i really hate you
you din even look back
and i kept turning

i really hate you
you changed me to this shit
and i become so bad

i really hate you
you are simply gone
and yet i'm here struggling

i really hate you
you make me so useless
and i wont continue this shit

in here..

juz let me.. for the last time
i really hate you
cuz i really loved you
and misses you..

*ok i'm done*

everything shall close here...
i had dig every single lil thing of you
OUT of me...
i'm gonna leave it all here.
*bye bye*

shall not i weep
shall not i fall deep
till only this you i met again..
Wednesday, June 08, 2005

hmm todae get quite fuming in me.. conducted a quite well lesson today with the K2s.. beginin was smoothly obeyed.. den end up creating havoc for me.. i was so mad.. made them all clear the mess.. n 'scolded'... or i shld say.. give a piece of my mind.. hah.. and they apologised to me.. heheh.. so sweet... *bleah*
hmm so fast wed le.. so many things juz past like tat.. hmm nvr tot everything end so fast huh... but hmm quite proud of myself.. i'm over things le.. nvr tot things was quite easy to quiet dwn.. yet some worries.. hmm endless.. hmm but ming tian hui gen hao bah.. hope so loh..

*jia you jia you*
Saturday, June 04, 2005

Today was so sick..
but i still went to orchard and meet my felloow peeps.. Yan, Bao, Bert, Nget den Fel n Keong..
wow.. really so sick n tired.. droppin dead nw actually.. but juz gotta blog my mind off.. hehe
finally today all my mysteries solved.. gd.. i hav to worries or frowns.. at least in near future le..
i simply had made up all my mind..
all the admin work of my heart was done and finished le..
no ot this time..
cuz nothin gonna come break my heart again..
till then..
ta.........da......

byes.. to the sorrows n miserys....
thnks peeps....
troubled u guys again...
but bare with me..
i'll be back alive...

*me n my world of my circle*
*sorry u r out le*
*its onli within me now*
Thursday, June 02, 2005


Everyday's a special day.

Monday i was feeling bad

Tuesday you were on my mind

Wednesday there were cloudy skies above

Thursday it was starting to clear

Friday means weekend's near yeah

Saturday i can see my friends

Sunday i nvr wan it to end...

whatever will comes.. don't go breaking my heart.

Feelings go up.

Feelings go down.

There's alot of different feelings

Spining round n round

Sometimes they are good or bad

But feelings are something that everyone has

when happy . i have smile on my face. its obvious

when i'm grumpy and stomping around. no smile on my face cuz it turns to frown but funny, a hug frm friend makes me back

I'll tell u a secret. In you i confide. My feelings they come. from deep down inside.

Once upon the broken heart

i was walking alone in the dark

waiting for a way to start again

wad i wouldnt give a friend

there was no light in my eyes

all the tears i cried and cried

Seems like they'd never end

and i never believed fairytales came true

but now i know they really do

now that you're here with me

you showed me a world i never knew

But its you again

Makes me woke up and fell into this dream

Happily ever after just took time

Once upon this heart of mine

Broken into pieces.

Where's is my Happily Ever After?

Can You tell me please?


*me n my world*
*dont you bash into my world without knocking again*
Wednesday, June 01, 2005









Aquarius - Your Love Profile


Your positive traits:



You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.

You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your sweetie.

You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.



Your negative traits:



In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.

You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.

You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.



Your ideal partner:



Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!

Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.

A true indivdualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks



Your dating style:



Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.



Your seduction style:



Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.

Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.

Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.



Tips for the future:



Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!

Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.

Be aware of your parnter's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.



Best place to meet someone online:



Match.com - there's enough singles to find offbeat dates and tons of romantic adventure



Best color to attract mate: Sky blue



Best day for a date: Wednesday



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