Monday, November 28, 2005
hate changes.. hate unstable routine.. i used to hate routines. but nw i dreadfully hate excitement.. couldnt control self.. start all nonsense all over again.. wad is it that you want.. n wad has it become of me.. nothin feels right lately.. kept having so much to bother.. facing so much walls.. hearing echos.. is wad left in my routine.. wad's imprt anymore.. oready feeling sucky yet...... onli echos to ans me...sick n tired yet cant stop..wad worsen is this happen on else person.. why is it that both ppl who fall in love once together.. end up hatin each other.. love is so dangerous.. it changes ppl so easily without realising..but i never regret riskin to danger..yet timing is my killing pill..*deadly in depression*totally pmsing*Sshoooo*Cant be bothered*Promises always vanished
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
hmm sunday..Rot at hm whole day till 4plus went to da same field to see Rowdees Vs Audaz Garza.. and half way thru the match it started to rain heavily.. n we all grab n run like mad.. hahha.. but against all odds.. WE WON!!!! 5 - 0hmm Mondaywhich was yesterday.. work up so early n went sch at 7plus.. we teachers went all the way to Jurong branch for meeting.. can u believe it.. but thru maxi cab n the traffic jammed for abt half an hr.. due to the rain n accident.. n again busybody drivers tat cost the jam... lol.. after the whole meetin we were dyin flat.. went for dinner.. hehhe steamboat leh.. hahaha lol... thanks to them..hmm Tuesdaywhich is today.. nt so bad but still tiring.. and i yet to finish completing my newsletter... jia you loh.. n my jie mei.. today ffly le... to macau... sob sob.. gonna miss to bits..*simply miss everyone..*
Saturday, November 19, 2005
开始的我们 没想过会到这里
现在的我们 只是我和你
那时的一起 渐渐消失
最近的你 让我好陌生
不知是好还是坏
虽然想过会有这么一天
却不知来的太早
我还来不及难过 就见你离去
我忍着
告诉自己 迟早会离开我
告诉自己 你不会忘记这些经过
最后我们至少曾经一起走过
一切回不来 也去不了
深埋在我这里
Thursday, November 17, 2005
kind...hmmm still can merely remb this Hao Gong Ming taught in pri sch.. at my time of cuz.. now i suppose they change to some other titles.. haha.. still i dun see kids nowadays any polite or kind.. not that they isn't any but.. strangely its getting lesser.. is the society changing.. hmm humans think abt it.. haha..kindness to myself.. this topic was throw to me to do my planning for the coming term.. so far i left one more activity to go.. hahah i learnt too.. kindness to self is.. taking care of own body.. keeping clean n hygiene.. but i got to add.. in my own theory of cuz.. being kind to self.. is nt over pressurized urself.is nt forcing urself.giving urself a space to take a breathebeing kind to self is nt only pysically but oso mentallythe brain oso need a rest for god sake.. so dun over work self...brain need off day too.. hahaha..to be kind is to be human..human are u n me..emotionalunpredictableand lastlyable to feel things wif heart..so no matter wad obstacles/unhappiness/unblissstill believe tat heart living in u..nvr give up on tat..muacks..
Friday, November 11, 2005
hmm sooo tired todae.. n its yellow noodle day again.. i juz can force tat yellow thingy down my throat.. n end up cooking instant noodle.. haha.. hmm abit restless n add on to my tiredness.. those naughty lil felllows.. playing at the sink.. totally drenched.. and some under toilet train.. urined on the floor.. n best of all 4 of them poo poo at the same time.. n i spent all the noon washin thme in the toilet.. hahah nw u think its fun.. keke.. but to me.. its everday's norm le.. wad a day at sch... lol..hmm last nite reach hm abt 2 le.. so tired.. but its quite fun.. finish wrk at 4 den go tamp meet rwds.. hahha we r centre of attraction loh.. cuz due to bert's fan club color.. we all wear red.. lol.. imagine tat... hmm almost 30 of us took train n seprately alight at novena n toa payoh.. took cab to mediacorp.. there was veri crowded.. n like sauna at the reception.. waited some time.. finally we get to enter... n guess wad.. woah... so mani in red.. wah bert is so famous loh.. but eh.. some how mostly xiao mei meis.. but he's onli 17.. of cuz teens killer la.. hahahha.. maybe ah ma killer soon.. esp wif his tat mimi yan.. haha.. like mine.. keke.. =phmm saw leon too.. but of cuz.. he's there to support garette.. eh i think i spell wrongly but nvm.. haha.. hmm whole recording end ard 11 plus.. n us 28 ppl.. some took maxi while th rest took cab.. n i finally had my dinner at tamp mac.. n den walk to central park.. they initally playin soccer but den i guess rainiin bah.. n thanks fel, suet jing n boon.. acc me go wait cab.. hehe.. n the funny cockroach thingy along the way.. haha..rch hm.. go pom pom.. den Zzzzzzzzzzzhmm so fast its fri le.. n i'm workin at 10..... hmmm.. got to slp soon.....
Friday, November 04, 2005
finally i'm back from genting..bought with every single ringgit i have.. left 20cents haha..broke now but happy..genting trip was fun..ton in yan's hse sunday niteearly mornin we set for gentingreach ard late noonwent for our first meal.. kenny rogerbut the waitress damn attitude.. pretend not to hear or see us when we ask to order..really fcuk up.... ops shld censor tat...thou the food there wasnt as nice compared to sg'sbut still enjoyable.. being there all we do mostly is eat.. hahaha...we ate kenny, marybrwn, mac, din sum, ba kut teh, n the stupid cooked food store..their service seriously overall was ok.. but still rm for improvement.. cuz we encounter lots of attitude services.. which we shldnt.. hahhawent fun to lots of places.. ripley's believe it or not, haunted hse, safari (its a club nt a zoo.. lol..) and of cuz outdoor theme park.. i went to play the free fall tower thingy.. hahha.. damn fun n cool.. n the swing thingy.. heheh n most of all thanks guys acc me to ride on the merry-go-round.. heheh.. i noe veri paiseh but thanks.. keke..everything was splendid.. reach spore was so tired.. and yea tml finally start work le.. i missed my kids sooooo much... and so happy i'm back.. thanks to the trip my mind is refreshed wif lots of things n no more doubt.. lastly imu.. a little. a little too much.. a little too often.. a little more everyday.. wont change a bit..u'll b right here waitin.. so sweet...when things goes wrong, when sadness fill my heart, when tears flow in my eyes.. like u told me.. u are here.. stil here..always b here...-imu-
