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Sunday, May 29, 2005

wad am i thinkin now..
tot it was to cure pain yet so painful.
cant take it..
why become like tat
why no response
no reaction.
so this is wad i meant to you..
after all i'm only this to you.
am i normal or u aint normal..
wad's everything..
dunno wad am i le..
Saturday, May 28, 2005

我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有 我推开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由 痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我 简简单单的爱过
我还是我简简单单的疯过
被梦带走 当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

its over le..





You Are 20 Years Old



20





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



What Age Do You Act?












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?





Your Japanese Name Is...









Saeko Minase




What's your Japanese Name?

sometimes really hate this "Promise" thingy to the max.. its always the case..
dunno wad hav i done to end up feeling like that..
am i so bad..
or is it i'm juz aint good enough..
wad can i say..
i dunno le...
spinning n spinning in my mind..
wad's real and wad's not..
i cant differentiate anymore..
i'm not any girl.
if u really wanna do something abt it..
do it real..
i hate doing for the sake of juz soften dwn the tension..
it aint use on me..
i'm sorry..

*sorry
*aint no gd girl
Thursday, May 26, 2005

hmm finally nw i blog.. wait so long rite..
hmm wad a stressful week..
found out something..
someone asked me..
am i juz becuz of sympathy
or am i really not..
i begun ask myself..
my first reply was.. Definetly NOT..
but as i think these few days.. i got ans. had a ans.. i nvr shld wan to noe.. i was so late to realise now.. no matter on wad.. and i guess its too late..
i'm sorry.
i guess it isn't juz meant to be le...
things changed.. and it will not be back like before
not long things will changed..
prepared i am..
for the worst yet relieved..
can't carry on this stress le..
its getting too tight on my chest..
nearly broke into silence..
Hope it isn't late yet..
Hope it isn't gonna be that bad..
I'm sorry for the changes.
hope be fine..

these spoke after long time thinkin.. this aint the Drama Qween.. purely wad i'm gonna do.. Take Care.. To All and in Future...
Sunday, May 22, 2005

wahahah.. todae.. woke up at 6.30am sia.. n got to wait awhile for mum.. so guess wad.. i late.. by 4 mins.. oh no.. dunno wad will happen.. nags? *shake head*
so ke lian.. last nite too late slp le.. nw wanna drop dead soon.. head aching.. *spinning* but some how gonna blog first.. n opps i did it again.. i din blog for a week le.. wahahhaha... hmm this past few days.. was a veri havoc week.. ups n downs alot.. n learnt to noe lots of things i dun wanna noe or u shld say.. hate to noe.. Simply CANNOT UNDERSTAND.. hmm maybe its in it.. but seriously.. had gone thru this dwns.. i'm polluted le.. nw if somethings wrong.. i aint appearin le.. totally gone within ur premises.. sorry i juz simply hate cheaters.. hey no offence..
opps i gone too far le..
hmm todae veri gd sia...
Anna bought me breakfast.. so sweeet.. love her.. *muack muack*
hmm n den suddenly bao wan meet me.. at first i tot cancelled le.. shagg lei.. but hehe todae is a GOOD day..
12.30 soon n bao is goin off frm her work place.. n me meetin her at bugis..
hehe.. n muahahhahahah... my boss give me lift..
but tat troublesome ger kept complaining abt her dressing.. wanna die die go hm change.. so keke.. actually alight at ang mo kio mrt station one.. but.. all thanks to bao.. my boss ask me join her n husband go eat dim sum.... woahhhhhh..
the restaraunt was damn big. wif a enormous stage sia.. n boss says this yr's sch concert is gonna held here.. n i'm thinkin.. hmm so wasted i was unable to join the concert cuz my kids not participatin in the concert.. *sob sob* *blink blink* *so disappointed.. haiz nvm.. who call me to be Playgroup Teacher.. hehe nvm lah.. den the whole centre gonna be mine n my kids onli.. great..
*Yum Yum* finished the nice dim sum.. i love seeing so traditional trolley pushin dim sum.. juz like in hongkong.. love it.. keke.. n bill comes.. wahhhh.. 90+ bucks sia.. wah.. they really gave me such a big treat.. abit stress sia.. dunno tues go cck meeting got extra for me anot.. hehe.. *bleah* but i noe dun wan one.. keke.. dote me mah.. *shy* wahahhhaa.. somebody sure gonna say me bhb.. hmm den finally bao called.. meetin her at cityhall mrt.. n i gone mad shopping.. wow.. cant believe it was me.. todae is my happiest day.. feel so blissful n blessed.. grey clouds finally cleared frm my sky todae.. but dunno clear how long oso.. cuz weather so unpredictable like me.... n someone met us todae.. haha.. we 3 yrs din c MPSS le.. hahaha.. thai trip slogon.. wahaha..
hmm k lah.. had a fun gd happy day todae.. but so tiring.. *yawnnnnn* *sneezed too* hmmm wonder.. who's missing me.. keke... k lah.. stop here le..
hmm dunno wad time he coming tml oso.. i bet 10 buck wif him.. he by 2 sure cant rch my hse one.. hehe.. c if wld i be 10 buck richer tml loh.. wahahha..

~signing off~ happily....
tra lala la.. tra lala la
i'm so happy TODAY...
cant imagine i took 1 hr to blog this.. wahahha..

Monday, May 16, 2005

hmm rch hm le.. nw smell so so nice.. keke..
todae slack whole day.. hmm so predictable.. we din watch movie.. hahah felt so guilty.. here i'm slackin and my partner is busyin like hell.. sorrie..
anyway i need this off day to digest.. got so much things inside me.. need actually more den a day to digest.. n i hate to noe all these.. ewww so hateful..
but guess wad i end up wif a simplest conclusion.. drama qween has changed her mind.. wad is it.. for me to noe.. for u to find out.. *grins* no matter wad.. i may regret but i dun care.. no further a due.. get a life.. n u there.. dun be surprised.. one day.. everything is gonna changed.. for gd or bad.. its gonna change..
hmmm *sniff sniff* smell of troubles... hahah.. nah.. think too much..

*gd girl no more*

hmm nw i'm awake and at his hse.. haha
yeah yan.. chalet was hell n fun..

friday..
i got to chalet at nite after working.. rch abt.. 8 plus.. n haha caught them at the swimming pool.. saw tong nget keong kexin n ziting.. den yan n fel were in the toilet.. hah fel figurin her own DIY swim wear.. haha.. n yan *shys* dun dare to come out.. but still both went dwn.. hahah den no longer they playin all sorts of stunts.. wahahaha.. and met a white shark too o.. wahahahha..
den after their swim headed back they bath n.. tat nite chan came back after meetin her wenz
and we started our mini tournament.. we got 2 teams.. Yanz n Charis
i'm in yanz's..
and the punishment is to frink raw eggs.. *ewww* guess wad.. i drank it.. n ewww taste like vomit... but still swallow.. and i kanna the water bomd too.. sob sob.. kanna one in the head.. *ouch*
i was totally drenched.. n off i went to bath.. feel so gd after a bath but stomach still abit weird.. late in the nite we gers went out for a lil chit chat by the pool side.. so romanitc huh.. keke.. when we headed back.. its 4plus le... yan was lying downstairs.. while me aand chanz go up try our luck c if got space anot.. haha.. n yup.. thou we slp on the floor but quite comfy lah.. at least got blankie shared wif ron.. after much "dream talk" we went silence to slp.. hahah..

saturday..
den got up ard 10.. all thanks to an the best singer.. n his TUO DIAO TUO DIAO.. really woke some of us.. hehe.. den cuz later chanz goin hm as tml she's flyin to thai loh.. *ger bon voyage o.. n i guess she's nw there enjoying oready.. come back safely ah.. i n her head to the pool n swim.. haha.. the lifeguard damn yandao wor.. pure sunshine boy.. hahahah.. so sad we 2 lonesome swim onli.. the rest still in bed.. den i acc chanz to bus stop n fetch bao in.. hahah.. one come one go.. bao u c u come den chan go liao.. haha.. no lah jk.. when we rch.. yan awake loh.. n couldn't wait le.. yan n nget go swim first loh.. we waited at pool for fel n keong to come.. but waited so long still din come.. haha lucky i and bao sit at the rite spot.. listenin to songs play by the handsome lifeguard.. muahahaha.. den we decided to head back n coincidence fel n keong came back.. lucky yan haven bath.. haha.. n no further due went back to swim again.. me n bao there jaga their things n took alot of photos.. hehe.. fun.. den yan go back bath first.. while the rest of us still there.. den as nget try improvin on his "diving" we decided to play a trick on him.. wahhaha.. we took our chance rite when he went dwn.. we grab all the things.. towels, slippers.. n off we ran to a corner n peep on his reaction.. n hahaha.. still he caught us... haha n to think back nw.. its was damn funny loh... silly of us.. ok its nite soon and we head back n stomach grumblin.. so we start bbqin early... den we started a new game chee taught us.. its was real fun.. haha fel becum the NG qween.. hehe n mond got alot of classic.. had a great laughter... we muz play again next time..
den dwight n mum came.. n started bbqing.. not long sent them to take cab.. n left me fel keong nget.. nget go find melvin n i headin back wif keong fel,.. on the way i join yan bao n tong to dwntown.. den bought things we went back.. guess wad.. juz when we sendin bao hm.. the heavy pour starts.. sob sob.. we are stuck at the lobby.. still tot of goin for supper.. den bao's dad came to fetch her.. hmm rain seems gettin smaller.. we lend umbrella frm costa n wif 2 umrellas.. 6 of us headed for dwntown.. den had our supper.. sumptous one.. n chee came joinin our supper.. by the time we finished the rain stops too.. haha.. reached n some of them oready snoring.. hahhaa.. i went upstairs decided to slp but den went out for stroll.. came back.. saw them all drunk.. n me started busy wif them... so din slp the whole nite..

sunday..
n its mornin i cant tahan.. close my eyes for awhile till they wake me to book out.. i was still blur n got hm.. rch hm after bathe couldn't slp.. den went bloggin n den in my lala bed till nite.. wake up eat my dinner.. n went online.. still i'm tired.. slp ard 2 plus..

den nw here i am bloggin while he is still slpin.. guess i'll be here all day.. dun think can watch movie le bah..
Sunday, May 15, 2005

juz woke up.. so tired.. reach hm this morn 10am and the sky turns dark le.. slp till nw 7plus..
whole nite din get to slp.. nw still *yawns* tears in my eyes..
hmm cant slp den went out for stroll.. den when i went back chalet.. omg.. *stunted* haha.. dunno wad happen.. saw James oready dwn on floor wif plastic bag.. n next is paul came in drop dead.. den ah dai worse.. like lunatic man.. he even unintentionally throw cups and hit sharon.. poor ger.. an sure angry.. keke..
den more are knockin out.. yan oso finally knock out after a bath.. hmm lucky some of us not drunk.. still can clean them up.. hope hot towel help u guys abit.. next time dun so chiong la..
hmm too tired to continue le.. blog later...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005

so i start a revolution from my bed.
Don't cry times are hard.
when things've no meaning.
but always i try to get up when i'm down
the waiting voice inside my head save me.
tiny voices reappears blown.

he did say you want a revolution
get up start one a change
pinched up since saturday afternoon
inhale exhale
don't cry.
so long.
good trip...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Ow, ow, twisted and deceitful
All those two-faced people taking me for some kind of fool

Ow, ow, pretending to be so nice
Let me give you my advice I don't need you, ooh
Friends in disguise, dressed up in lies it's an act that you're playing

Ow, ow, first you recognize me
Then you criticize me, what's goin' on

Stop your bitchin' 'cos you're so sad
Bitchin' behind my back
Honey, I don't need that
So kick it to the curb because I heard you're two-faced

Tryin' to get in my place
Work too hard to make mistakes
So stop your bitchin' on me

Ow, ow, they're so narrow-minded
Truth is so one-sided they're just counterfeits

Ow, ow, hot and cold you're blowing
Keep them walls closed and who are you trying to kid, eh
Two-faced people are so shallow put yourself in my place

Ow, ow, the fairy tales you're spinning
Sounding so convincing but I'm at a loss

Poison words are spoken
My faith in you is broken but I'll make it on my own

Ow, ow, twisted and deceitful
All those two-faced people taking me for some kind of fool
Ow, ow, they're so narrow-minded
Truth is so one-sided but honey you're wrong

Stop this hypocrisy
You're criticizing me 'cos I don't wanna be
With two-faced people, yeah

*get lost..
Sunday, May 08, 2005

hmmm feeling veri veri slpy.. but guess i blog awhile.. gotta get something off my chest... to my dear jie meis.....

Yan.
hmmm noeing u got that feeling on and off.. it;s really torturing u i noe.. n i hate it that i dunno wad i can do to help.. but to send as much comfort as i can.. dunno wad i do might back fired anot.. but want to let u noe.. i did every lil best i can.. n char boh.. relac yeah??? relac ah..

Bao.
hey ger u sip starts tml.. gd luck o.. jia you wor... dun worry so much yeah... take care.. muack,,,

off i gooooooo loh..... so bored........
doing silly things sooon.....
Friday, May 06, 2005

hmm finally i'm bloggin again. haha me nw got new nick name.. Drama Queen. thnks to yan and chan. wahahhaha.. probably recently post too much drama.. haha my dear says so too.. haha.. k lah..
hmm done alot of things this week..

- Monday -
usually ppl get monday blue.. but thanks to the labour day.. hahah.. holiday!!!! so i stayed at hm till 2 plus den went to yan hse.. long time din get to slack at my beloved jie mei hse le.. hmm at her hse we watched xXx2 den dear called so i went over to join fel keong n auntie for dinner. heheh.. but my beloved jie mei.. thou time i spent wif u ish short.. but i squeeze time for u when ever i can o.. hmm finished dinner.. guess wad.. we watching Freaky Friday.. kreke. for me ish watching it again, i simply just love this movie.. hehe.. hmm show finished i got to go hm.. dear muz be thinkin.. huh so fast.. me too.. sob sob.. no choice got to work next day wor..
hmm den got abit of drama in the late nite..

- Tuesday -
and guess wad dear coming for dinner tonite.. haha, nvr tot he wld come but so surprise n happy.. keke.. hmm but as always me waiting for him.. as usual he's late. he reached at 8 hahah.. surprise for him.. mum cook a soup specially for him.. hahah.. so bad.. he din finished.. but ate so much rice... wahahah.. n we did the most childish thing.. playing gb wif chan.. keke.. we add up nearly 40 le.. still play gb.. hahaha.. and late le.. so dear stayin over.. hahah.. hard to believe wor.. dear can stay.. *bleah* got Drama goingg on too lah,, kakak...

- Wednesday -
hmm we onli slpt at 4 plus.. chat on dunno wad oso.. hahah.. den surprising i able to wake up.. and waking him up isn't too difficult lah.. keke.. *winkks* hahah the blur n stone face sure keep me laughin all day.. den i was so tired that sleepin is the onli thing in my mind till friday i am awake...

- Friday -
hmm today was havoc... we got nearly full attendency of students.. and the rushing for mother's day artwork for kids to bring hm.. was really torturing me n my partner.. soon to be we'll end in the hougang chalet.. hahah.. hmm nw i guess dear is in his fav place loh.. sure got alot traffic police.. keke.. k lah.. haiz.. me here had a boring n dead friday nite.. sob sob.. that;s y here blogging.. so sad.. drama queen want to cry le.............................................................
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................................


heheh.. died of boredness....
R.I.P
Monday, May 02, 2005

its beginnin helpless
hope to spend so much wif u
at times u seems so near yet so far..
wad's that barrier in between
i'm face a wall
whenever i wanna kiss or hug u
there's always wall stoppin me
wad is it tat isn't there
y i dun hav the courage to express myself

dunno wad can i do nw..
i wanna be wif u everyday yet
u aint here
or i aint there..
when will things be ok..

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