Saturday, January 28, 2006
muahahaa.. my first post on my 20th year ahhaa.. Happy Birthday to Me.. hehe.. finally i'm 20.. had great fun since yesterday.. the moment i stepped in i got my present.. keke.. my dear boys gave to me.. ehhee.. den lots of ang baos.. oready.. hahhaha.. and i got a big surprise... waiyin they all.. they call themselves DOTz.. haha.. gave me my present at my workplace.. haha.. thanks girls.. n yeah.. the fotos i'll keep it well.. haha..after work.. went hm first hahaa. den went to meet rwds for dinner le.. hee... took quite some fotos.. haha.. reached there.. that lady claimed me din reserved,... argh... but we still get to eat n hav fun.. thou we r two tables away.. hahaha.. hmm lots of heart to heart affairs.. hmm.. but i certainly hope soon will be fine... after dinner.. we went to century for movie.. "fearless" .. hahha n tat bao cried at the ending part... haaha... n after the show hehe.. i got my cake.. hehe.. thou its 2 piece but thanks alex... hehe.. yeah i'm 20 le.. happy birthday to me..
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Dear....I am a super snooper.I search and checkeverything within my reachand often beyond.I am curious,too curious at times.I declare my independence,often quite loudly.I know i can do it,all by myself.But,Please stay close.I need you there,to help keep me from hurting myselfI need youto encourage me,and allow meto try to do it by myself,and to help when i can'tor when i get frustrated.i need youto hug and cuddle with me.If i do something you don't like,Tell me.Show me a better way.Please don't reject me.Please be patient.i've got nothing else to say..dunno wad's more to say..if its yrs ahead i see this coming..i guess i wld nvr want to take it..but because i accept it yrs ago..and thru these yrs.. the imprtance becomin so deep..n yet.. this is how u see..to me.. all along..between us is onli us..nothin else..n yet.. somethin tat i had to accept yrs ago to go along..n now it makes me loses u..you never noe how much imprt u meant to me le..i knew i can nvr be as imrpt as the one u regard..but still u r to me..u can discard..i couldn't..yet you still dun see..
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Todae Was the most tiring day... i woke up at 6am.. went out all the way to choa chu kang.. hmpf.. so unfair.. its always cck or jurong west.. when is it gonna b at sengkang.. argh.. such a long journey to such a meeting.. n todae is the sentosa trip.. argh...but thankfully it ends early.. n so surprise... they r still at harbourfront.. n waited for me... thanks man.. i'm thankful.. hehe.. n we went in together.. n the scrotching sun is shining at me.. oh no... sun block sun block.. hahha.. n suet jing kept putting lots lots n lots of sun block.. when the pic comes.. u'll c.. haha.. we had fun... play friskbie.. play volleyball.. guys play soccer.. n hahha.. we played touch rugby... wow damn tiring loh.. thou i din slp much last nite.. but.. i still played all.. hehe.. spent my every single bar of energy.. n den hungry is the word.. as usual.. we had our tuna mayo n nutella wif bread.. hehe.. seems like our traditional le.. haha n ltr on.. after food.. we are ready for creativity.. u'll c lots of sand castles.. n a huge face we made.. n of cuz.. something we did n took fotos of.. the absentees.. bert n hock.. see noe one of u r sick n the other at tp.. thou we r far out at sentosa.. we still brought back stuffs to c for them.. haha... bert n hock.. wait till u c.. u two will be touched...we stayed long there todae.. while bathin.. it started pouring.. hahha.. n thanks to mond's umbrella.. i aint wet.. hehe.. n all of us headed back hm... i slpt all the journey hm.. haha.. buay tahan le...i'm gonna rest very soon...i enjoyed todae..thanks everyone..暧昧让我变得贪心等待已失去了意义没有相爱的证据无奈的我 写不出结局
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
i noe... i long time nvr update.. haha.. as quite a few ask for my update.. so i'm here la..had a packed weekend.. n now finally mrs kwan is back to sch... n again.. lots of stuff to do loh.. but my bdae is ard the corner loh.. *11 more days.. keke.. but sad to say i haven bought my cny clothes.. sob sob..sat.. initially sentosa ws planned.. but end up we went orchard wif rwds.. as usual centre of attraction on Da Star Idol.. we went searching for cny clothes.. n again.. i din eye on any ideal clothings.. haiz.. got time to yet not suitable.. now had ideal one yet no time.. haiyoyo.. lol.. some of them bought their clothes.. esp Hock the boss buy tat 139 shoes.. n nget bought tat too.. omg.. lol.. but counted cheap le lah.. for them... haha.. for dinner.. we went carl's n bert met garett.. haa.. so coincidence.. too bad i din saw leon.. keke..sun.. we went the teo heng ktv haha.. sound uncle rite.. but damn cheap loh.. next time surely go there le.. hahaaha.. after tat went back to tamp. we slack at central park.. n slowly all one by one went hm.todae.. was onli tues.. but feels like weekend is near oready ahhaa... hmm hoping.. i cld get to find ideal clothes.. this week.. haha... pay day.. come fast.. n a gd news.. i got increment le.. haha but.. sound "not so pathetic" increment le.. haha.. compare to 6dollar increment.. lol..overall i'm still satisfic living everyday.. n bdae dinner wif rwds if no other suggestion.. shld be at han river le bah.. keke.. i had my 3 wishes in mind loh.. kek.. and all presents are welcomed to pour in.. wahhaahahaa... i'm waiting loh..waiting to receive my best present for the year..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
haa.. i'm forced to stay at hm.. for the first time.. lol.. argh.. got this bad flu.. its sucky.. someone still say waa so gd got mc.. lol.. but at hm i'll be missing my babies.. missin damien, missin jerron n my kevin, kumar n worryin abt sean.. oh no,, they r overtaking my life haha... n now they stands fully in my mind.. taken up so much space in my brain.. hahah..hmm restin.. yet felt like rottin.. slp slp n slp.. so sianzz... everyone busy schling.. i'm so bored,,,
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Happy 20th Birthday 14 yrs old fren.. Mr Lua.. haha.. Beckeong.. and Miss Feltoria is turning 18 soon loh.. hehe..
todae worked 9 to 2.. had ptc wif jordon's mum n joshua's parents..then had a great shocked at 1.45pm.. one of my student was pushed and knock against a corner of the shelf.. my heart almost dropped out of my mouth.. i was so damn panic.. i even do somethings not rite.. n i'm very sorry.. but lucky chace's forehead had a huge bum n a line.. was so damn afraid the line wld just spilt open n profusely like a past incident.. heng ah.. its a big bum and not a open wound.. and sorry dear russell i shouldn't be so harsh to you.. i'm sorry boy..after this big shock.. heart still pumping fast.. went to meet mond hock n bert at tm.. haha was said meet 2.45 but haha.. we met at 3.30.. haha lol.. lucky nvr meet 3 at bugis.. cuz we actually reach at 5 lol.. ard 4 bao meet us n off we head for bugis.. initially was i who wanted to buy clothes for cny.. but end up mond n hock bought very nice shirts... sob sob.. almost walk the whole bugis yet i cant see wad i was looking for.. and along the way.. lots of.. "eh is that the star idol Albert" or "hey tat's Albert leh.." or "hey albert look so cute.." n my biggest lol.. one girl came up to at least take 4 or 5 autographs.. first one of cuz for herself bah.. but.. hmmm advise to fans.. its really better if you ask for autographs urself.. hmm no offence.. but it feels happier bah.. i guess lol.. after bugis.. we walked all the way to suntec.. even da ming xing oso walked loh.. whahahaa.. den bert will sure say.. wad da ming xing.. ming xing oso human loh.. kaka.. haa.. after "viewing" the "carrefour" and i saw gordon.. he was tugging his mummy to play the tikam tikam machine.. haha he was so cute.. he looked damn shock upon seeing me wif my frens there.. after much walking again we went to take bus 10 to the simpang bedok.. i now den noe tat the place is wher my honey kids child care used to be.. haha.. went before during days at nippon express.. hmm i think went wif huiyun travis n elson bah.. hmm who else leh.. eh forgotten le... haha reminds me of nippon days.. days which i hardly sees the sun.. so pathetic.. haha.. yet fun i can say..n pay wise.. richer definetly...ok ate tissue n cheese prata.. veri full.. dunno is too sick of it or too filling.. haha.. n finally we went back to pavilion for pool session.. the usual stuff la.. lots of happening joker stuff makes me laugh non stop.. haha... saw balls flying here n there.. saw how "LAN" they play todae.. haha..den wow.. finish the last game.. its 11plus le.. ha.. so gd of them acc me walk to busstop but they can conviniently take bus frm there lah.. keke.. todae is a damn tired day.. n almost a heart attack day for me.. haiyo... n my feets are damn painful loh.. i'm gonna kill that shoes.. n i had to cut the strap off the other shoe due to one of the side was snapped due to bao.. haha.. but nvm. i cut le.. n now i'm blogging at this timing.. lol.. droppin dead soon.. but just finish chattin wif bao n yan oso.. haha.. lots n lots of stuff.. tml gonna pack my room again.. haiyo busy day.. hehe n finally i'm gonna hav my hair done.. yesh...hehe my birthday is coming.. 20 more days...HOCK ANG.. I WANT MY CHOCOLATE MUDPIE.. NOT MUD!!!
Monday, January 02, 2006
its a start of a new year.. yet i felt wad a packed begining of 2006.. the whole day i'm busy finishing my workbooks.. n tml's lesson plan.. n i still haven finish... awww... sry guys,, say go find u guys but i end up stuck at hm all day.. haha.. nvm weekends will be here soon.. kaka.. being is this line teaches me nothing but worrying n being paraniod.. lol.. zhi ye bing.. haha..dunno things is gettin better or worse..hack care la..i'm just done wif a great big thing.. n felt so gd now.. yet another comes..be it gd or bad.. i'm leaving it behind.. u dun bother den why shld i.. getting disappointed oready.. so long le.. got worse den before.. seriously.. u dont see wad's there beside u le.. at times i really want to wake u up.. a great shake on u.. but.. i find it meaningless le.. nothing cld be done.. n here i am angry wld onli hurt myself further.. u wont noe anyway.. so i'm leaving u behind.. too late if u realise now.. n i'll feel worse if u say u knew it yet u cant do much to it.. so if u knew oready.. dun tell me.. keep it to urself.. i wont give u another chance le..ARGH...ending it here.. who ever is reading.. just forget abt it.. i'm just flushing it all out.. wad a year man...
