SHE.HER.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

waking up at 10 on a sunday.. am i too early.. haha.. meeting nget mond hock ben calvin and of cuz the Star Idol to be Mr Albert See hahaa.. we acc this bert to his star idol 2nd audition.. acutally meetin bao at novena den as usual she say meet us at mediacorp.. but hahah.. end up din see her at all.. keke.. funny girl.. but she got somethin on.. tat's why..
first time.. we realise bert really got talent acting hahha.. he even got backing.. Lu Jiang.. haha... bert becareful he ask for ur num o.. hahaha..
hahah n i even saw steven lim.. hahaa.. damn exagratting loh.. hmm after his audition which like took almost whole day.. n the zhang yao dong's twin which is ben.. so kuku.. insist goin jurong to get the "camera" free gift.. tot it wld be at least a digital.. haha fat hope.. a very manual.. hahah..
ben next time dun be too gulible ah.. haha.. todae whole journey is taken by cab..
hahaha.. todae is a very gd exposure or experience for bert bah.. haha.. n an eye opening for me n us i guess..

hehe.. so tired.. go slp loh.. hehe

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Until Here i walked our journey
as we cant go forward to do things we cant
More than a friend yet less than a lover
up ahead i see skies turning grey

Cry. should I?
so much of you and me is taking up my mind
i simply just cant surrender
cuz u makes me wonder
standing in front of me
which one is you
the real true self

Unclear stand of ours feels so torturing
simply cant find evidence of true love
making me dunno when to continue
when to give all up
even the courage to comfort i couldnt find

Unclear stand makes ppl turns greedy
but till every meaning lose itself
then helpless you and me
seeing no future ahead

give up this beautiful sin
let it end here.
cuz its all we can do.

祝福从来就不属于恶魔直到你为我画出幸福的形状...

Friday, September 16, 2005

such a cakey day.. had a great yet tiring day at sch todae.. we celebrating mooncake festival in the morning.. all the teachers including me.. acted a drama of the Chang Er n Hou Yi 's story.. veri hilarious.. haha.. all children had great laughter n so did i.. hehe.. n we get to play "guess wad flavour u r eating" hahha kinda lame to me.. but my kids love it.. esp the part when they onli noe how to eat.. ahaha.. and in the noon.. we celebrating one of the K2 student Shannon's birthday.. my baobei's sister.. can u believe it.. her parents ordered 4.5kg cake wor.. veri big.. as she wans to celebrate wif the whole sch.. 87 ppl lei... wah.. and everyone enjoys it.. esp my babies grp.. they simply turned into messy dirty.. xiao hua mao le.. hahhaa..
hmm todae after celebrating i left early at 5.. feel so worried n guilty leh.. my beloved partner is falling damn sick n yet i left sch early.. but cuz tonite had a met up wif yan bao nget lex bert an n ben for gathering of yan's bdae... so i hav to go.. so sorry yinyin.. u take gd care k..
met up wif them.. n we had carl's jr for dinner.. quite ex.. but the portion is so big.. den lucky i got nget to help me up wif partially burger... hahaa.. after eating.. we took funny fotos.. hilarious ones.. haha.. esp bao n the mr slurpee n mr big gulp.. ahaha..
n so this n that.. this n that.. nw i reached hm.. n here i am blogging..
tml is the open hse le.. sure veri busy.. hahah.. but nvm.. i worked 9 to 2 onli.. haha.. wad plan for tml.. seriously i dunno.. but the most rot at hm loh.. its nt tat i din did tat b4 whahahhaa... go to slp loh.. nitez everyone...

Happy 19th Birthday Girl..... Winnie Yeow.. Muack Muack..

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

oh no.. i'm having bad flu.. non-stop flowing.. haha.. like running tap.. ahah.. and at the same time i still cant rest.. wad is this,, haha,, wad to do.. still hav to do marking of my students' wrkbk.. poor teacher.. so nvr tot ur teacher had gd life all along.. they deserved high salary k... cuz govt is pushing them to their wits end.. demanding for new ideas to perk youths' creativity.. wad is this.. anit teachers human.. hai.. some parents think Teachers are GOD.. omg.. i think teachers are multi tasks octopus... if govt employing more teachers.. maybe they can build more mental recovery instution for bonkers teachers huh..

hmm feel so tired nowadays.. dunno when the genting trip comes.. haha.. hmm but tml me going swimming wif bao.. kekek.. den finally fri got celebrate My dEAR JIE MEI's 19th Birthday.. Dinner at where still deciding.. keke.. but sure hav a great one yea.. and next fri will be Bao's bdae le.. muahahha... i'm totally broke.. whenever it comes to sept.. hahaha...

i muz jia you jia you.. quicklly finish my lesson plan b4 the iso comes.. ganbatte...

so fast i worked 1 yr and 8 days.. so pround of myself.. u too yea.. hehe... *muack*

Monday, September 12, 2005

Heyz Happy Birthday Mond n LooPo.. heheh..

enjoy guys.. hehe...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

hahah.. juz gone thru lots lots of fotos.. geez... i sure had a great laugh.. but some how.. really missed those days together,,,
all started from this..

then our sentosa freak days comes by..

the girly rowdians

oh nooo.. the sulky face.. hehe,, jk..

Xia Tian de Feng

haha our sentosa days nvr end..

wad is she trying to do.. *ponders* haha

opps look alike long lost brothers.. heh,,

and of cause the classic..

and den the chalet days..

1 2 3 4 Hi5.. Yea..

is the New SuperMan coming?

*Jesper* the precious one.

and we are.. still as one..

everyday ahead ish precious and therefore we cherish every seconds together..

Rowdees Cheers..

Saturday, September 10, 2005

hate u being blissful
hate u being more blissful than me
hate u make me feel so evil
hate u make me so selfish

你凭什么比我幸福...
我一定会比你更幸福..

Thursday, September 08, 2005

hmm just finish some of my lesson plan n colourings.. watching abit of Qiang Wei Zhi Lian. hmm so blissful.. hope one day.. living like them wif my husband.. hahha.. i think too much dun even noe whether i'll get married anot.. wahaa.. hmm i miss being blissful.. or i shld say.. when will i feel blissful.. cuz i haven felt b4..
seen and unseen..
felt so not blissful now.. at this moment..
where's my dada..
.....
so tired of complicated things..

simply unforgetable
simply irresistable
simply unparted...

haiz..

can you wash it away?

only you can..

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

人类的感情最特别的就是单恋
那是绝无堇有的
你绝对不会看到一只猫
偷偷地喜欢上另外一只猫

单恋象极了含苞的花蕾
里面隐藏着无限的可能
有时后甚至比一朵盛开的花
更动人更引人遐想

单恋要好好珍惜
不然一不小心它就不见了

当这个恋情真的不见的时候
那就没意思了

Sunday, September 04, 2005

i am back..

i'm getting better.. after that terrible sore throat call tongsilities.. so terrible.. nvr noe sore throat can make my gum swollen haha.. but nw better le.. dun worry k..
hmm i learnt alot from the trip.. thru the workshop.. thou the trainer izzit gd.. but the content is gd.. i really learnt to maintain positive attitude.. which is called.. "renewal attitude" no one always have positive attitude towards everythin or anything so one must always make urself happy.. even ur frens ard u so gloomy.. influence them.. let ur positive attitude help them over come sadness n fear..

that's why no matter wad.. no matter how sad u are deep inside.. dun let it spoil ur day.. if you think you can, you can.. if you think you cant den you are right..

so i think i can.. and of course i can..

i always will smile even i'm tearing inside..