Tuesday, November 28, 2006
tml is exam on safety, health and nutrition.. hopefully i pass.. haa.. if nt my straight A* will be gone.. haa. yah abit proud tat so far for all my modules i have straight A*s la.. keke.. in sec sch i nvr get straight.. haaahmm dun think its chicken ok.. for me its easy cuz i have already 2 yrs of experience in preschool.. hee and i got 90/100 for last presentation.. heheh..be proud of me k..hmm things is getting quiet down,, my heart has more settled.. and its time to let the kite go.. be it a misunderstanding in between.. but there's no future in it.. so thurs is coming.. i will let it go.. no more waiting.. no more disappointment.. nt turning back.let it become the past.. let the past be behind.. let ytd's tears be ytd's.. let today's happiness be tml's too..i wont deny tat the tot of it now and then will still tighten my heart but i wont let it be the big point of living everyday.this is onli a not beautiful relationship.. but it ended quietly.. i hope..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
after 20 days i have overcomed.. nvr tot it cld be that hard.. couldnt stop thinking everyday.. wad's happening.. todae @ 0705 am.. i finally knew u r safely back..amzingly i stopped thinking..childcare sux todae.. since i recovered n return.. tons n tons of things are piling and waiting for me.. PTC is coming and my wrkbks are still left with lots of blanks.. argh.. out of 6 days work for the past few weeks i was nt at sch for 4 days.. nt spending enough time with my students, nt knowing wad the hell the cc was going on, decisions always made without my existance or my acknowledge, n f*** up attitude admins staffs frm mmi, low efficency of mmi, well gradually everyting sux.. n my classroom always look like a rubbish dump.. cuz everytime there bound to be rubbish even when i clear the shelves before i leave...and i was so pissed..den i went for my class.. at mmiscared out of my life.. or i shld say i scared ms sarasall of them tricked me that this module i shldnt miss any lessons at all if nt i got to retake this module again.and out of their surprised.. i burst into tears.. i dunno why n cldnt control.. n ms saras was so guilty. haiyo but calm dwn after tat le..hmmm seriously advice to young girls out there. if u ever tot of becoming a preschool educators.. dun try childcare centres.. u'll die..getting dishearted le.. wish my passion will keep me carry on in this line...haiz.. wad will come nw...so saddening..
Monday, November 13, 2006
its been ten days le.. and i'm thinking everyday but its ok.. i'm gonna be fine.. i wont easily beaten down...
