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Saturday, July 30, 2005

oh o.... reach hm midnite last nite.. keke..
had real fun..
after work.. all my collegues gather in sch.. n in fact.. we are dressed..
wahahaha..
went to eat at lau pa sat... wow.. sumptous dinner..
well.. treat by mrs kwan.. hehe..
den we went for show at this neptune restaurant..
watching a *gulp* half naked cannibal show.. wahahhaa..
lol.. somemore its m18 wor..
rwds if bring u guys there.. i bet eyes poppin loh..
hehehhe....
k loh.. gotta bath loh...
be back the veri next early morning.. whaha..
Friday, July 29, 2005



oh no.. i couldn't help but to smile to my ear todae..
wahahahhaa...
todae.. i meetin annie for dinner..
and we end up joining yin yin to this Settlers Cafe which is a games plus food cafe.. hey guys next time i will bring u guys go k.. cuz its so fun... at clarke quay...
and guess wad.. wahahhaha..
i saw Daphne Sly n Taufiq.. wahahha.. they r there for the shooting stars i guess.. haha n saw taufiq's bro.. look exactly like him.. like photocopy one.. and best of all.. i got sly n me's pic in my hp..
muahahahhahahah... *shy*
*beaming*
actually this all is additonal to my happiness todae...
ps...
tell ya a secret o..
i took a pic of my bus guy.. wahaha..
after 3 days of waiting
he finally aboard the bus.. wahhaaahhahaha.
ops... i'm too over happy le..
hehe.. slpin le..
cuz tml going neptune le....
wahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
cannot stop smiling n laughin

oh no.. i'm going crazy..

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

recently i really find god playin joke on me..
times and times...
things repeating themselves..
why..
i tot once hurt is always enough..
yet why hurting me time and time again..

to you..
why its the always wrong timing...
when will it be right..
this time is really a mistake..
i took for granted
i'm sorry..
but you gave me the warmest shelter..
thanks..
u r the first one forever..
unreplaced..
never forget wad u did for me..
but i wont wan to miss them..

to you..
no words shall describe us..
but nw i totally understand why u choose
just hope u really workin hard..

to you..
ger.. pls dun fan so much le..
cuz there bound to be alot alot ups n downs..
its nature...

to you..
let it go..
remb once u said..
when you love someone..
you got to learnt to let them go...

lastly to me..
i hope you which is me
to be more independent
to be more cheerful
to be more lively
to be not lookin more at the negative side le
muz jia you jia you...
life is tough but so are you..

Saturday, July 23, 2005

simply hate everything everyone everywhere...
nw every lil thing, every lil people will pissed me...
shoooo... great like wad u doing nw,,
dun understand me.. fine... i dun give a damn anymore..
actually going out but last min i drop out..
i alone at hm... waiting someone to get home..
tot mummy's workin i do all the chores..
waited n waited,,
tot can go out for a treat...
n who noes the bloddy hell..
i waited wif empty stomach n this great big joke is wad i got..

and yah.. nw i finally noe..
money cant buy things u wan...
everytime its me who's so broke tat cant go anywher
den nw's wad...
i've got money n no one to go anywher with..
wad a joke..
irony...

pissed...
leave me all alone..
better off....
dont give a damn will be gd enough..
thanks huh..
wad a wonderful day...
s*** here....
Friday, July 22, 2005

pls dun..
i hate this weird feeling..
i noe u r not fine..
dun kept saying u r..
u felt guilty nw but dun let it drag u pls..
and dun do this to me..
i left wif nothin...


at least let me hav the memories..
not pain..
Saturday, July 16, 2005

A Message
To My Special Friend
Your Friendship means so much to me
We Laugh Cried Share Our Deepest Secret
And Putting the World to Right
I treasure time we spent together
Thanks for your Encouragement
Inspirations Comfort and Praise over the years
Deep down in me
You stand rooted to my heart.
Without friends like every you.
Isn't complete.
Everything is part and parcel of life.
You Aint any passerby.
You are the influence in my life.

Throu out you stand by.
I sincere apologise for any miss i gave
so thousands and thousands of sorry
cant make one of my sincere appreciation of u..
As the aloner in family.
no one to play
no one to talk
no one to whisper

So friend u noe u are that important to me.
All is left a word

Thanks.

You shld noe who u are
rite guys..
Thursday, July 14, 2005

sad to say.. awaken from a lil dream i made... be it a mistaken be it not.. wad's going on.. i dunno.. wad's coming up.. neither i noe.. all doing the wrong things.. hate this.. so wad's me.. fake? act? stupid? probably too guiliable like everyone said.. if not den wad am i.. or wad had i become.. suddenly so lost..
always learning from mistake.. but why i make mistake at first.. such a failure..
a weakling i am.... i dun wan to be strong le.. juz rot le...
and get done wif my life..
wadever.....
Tuesday, July 12, 2005

oh my.. sch got new HFMD cases.. total six oready today.. after work i juz finish moppin and killing the germs in my classroom.. haiz.. thou this means lesser children will come to sch but still feel so bad.. haiyo..

*oh no.. this is so crazy
Monday, July 11, 2005

i must get this off me before i hav to start my ptc stuff..

hmm u say its impossible..
and nw u say u gone too far..
wad supposely wan me to do..
give me this blow..
u noe u shldn't yet u did...
make me so gulity to blame myself..
maybe everything shld stop..
dun blame me if i hav to..
thou i dun wan..

i cant lose u..

u stand a great place in me
no matter where u are...
Friday, July 08, 2005

wow wat a "great" week i have at work..
so many incidents n accidents..
my student being pushed and his forehead hit the corner of cupboard and start bleeding.. *gasp* cant imagine how painful for him.. and send to kk hospital for stitchin up.. phew... but another incident happen.. my lil kid ran out of the centre without anyone realising,, and its the parents who brought him back.. *phew phew* scared out of my life when io heard tat frm my partner.. and alot lil incidents like wrong medicine.. argh... aready i n my partner got 32 students of aged 20 mths old to 3 yrs old.. damn busy le.. den plus this kind of blow for us..
sooner or later.. we would be transfer to woodbridge.. oh no its the Medical Green Park.. if i'm not wrong.. hahaha...
so stressful.. and seen them so painful oso dunno how to make them feel better other den coaxing them.. felt painful for them too.. aiyoyo..
hmm today is my cutest Jared's 2 years old Birthday... hahah Happy Birthday my bao bei.....
eh.. still deciding to quit yet no further adue... haiz.. nvm.. so messy....
Monday, July 04, 2005

pls pls stop everything..
it aint right pushing all to me..
stop pushing me..
wait till i jump.. its all becuz u pushed too hard..
understand..
STRESS = wad a words to use..
a word that normally is the main curse for ventin frustrations..
agree??
hmm facing this word veri fiercely nwadays..
i really dunno how to deal wif so many things at one go..
hav to kept on asking the debt..
den financial wise.. so jia lat le.. still hav to go hungry juz to pay the bill..
argh....
the worse is.. ma mi's medical fee is increasing due to eye laser,,
my financial burden getting so damn heavier
and yet work is giving me prob..
talked to boss..
i'm so scare if i quit cld cfm tat i get another higher pay job..
felt so helpless.. i cldnt given support myself to study..
me this not yet 21 ger.. ntuc refuse to subsidise me..
thou all these is beginnin to freak me out or turn me into one..
i dunno how long i can really hold on..
facing all this i can onli weep alone..
even i cry no symphatise will be given..
if tat the case.. wad's more in the world call hope..
i dun c any...
and pls enough naggings at me..
i dun need it nw.. really
i need most is a place to relax..
come on..
push me no more...
hate to think all these..
its crackin me.. bring out all my tears...
when will my rainbow comes..
where's my sunshine after the rain..
pls come..
Sunday, July 03, 2005

this whole week such a shtty.. but abit of an wei.. saw my bus guy.. hai.. yet todae i'm all spoilt.. hate feeling such things or ways...
thou busy week yet full of shit..
being force to do things i been thrown to...
thou alot cheerin by my close partner daily.. n unexpected dinner..
they still dun make me let go.. things are gd to put aside at times..
but its coming knockin my door every nw n den.. argh..
blowing up any min,,,
how i wish i aint knowin so much..
i noe its impossible...
wad's happenin to the world.. or shld i say..
wad's wrong wif my world..
argh so upset my lil stu admit to hospital.. Gleneagle sia.. went to visit him..
wow.. like a hotel.. hmm planned.. my first kid is gonna delivered ther..
and hehe thanks to boss husband.. i had a sumptous steamboat dinner..
wow.. NICE...
den fri initially planned for marina steamboat den most of them put aeroplane.. hai.. so damn disappointed.. but end up in ajisan wif the remaining so still ok enjoyable...
den todae meant to meet bao n iris.. and tat lil fellow cant make up her mind.. and we postpone to next next.. hmm but its my PTC by then.. oh no.. but nvm.. got chance one..
but end up meetin bao laterr.. and guess wad.. we headed to orchard..
and watched Initial d wif jess mic yee yong n frens... really nice movie.. i like the part jay making the turn... so skilled.. but yet the ending so sudden.. end wi/o me realising hahah... but its nice.. quite sad too.. when he saw the gf.. hai.. harsh is to say.. betrayed.. reasonably is being force to for survive.. but who cares.. i dun give a damn.. hahaha.. so familar.. i heard tat so recently this week.. kaka... hmm got to finish my PTC le.. jaa...

till the better days... cya..