Sunday, December 17, 2006
i dunno what happened..i dunno why are we becoming aparti couldn't stop us frm thati couldn't stop tears frm falling because of youall i want is to get slowbut i'm movingi dunno why it hurts more than it takeswhy couldn't you take it all awayincluding my painwhy didn't you do what you always dotake away my pain with your touchlet me feel your warmth once againyet its too latethe truth is cruelthis is what we came toafter so muchhere is where we end.....
Monday, December 11, 2006
yup its been a week.. everyday i'm thinking abt it but still i dun wan to start any conversation.. nope nt this time since last sat.. thou this coming sat is ur birthday but i guess i aint imprt la.. so a card is all i'll do.. very kind enough le i think.. hmm still i hav yuan qi in me.. but i'm stubborn this time.. i still wont initiate.. i wont.. trust me this time.. i wont.. it's struggling but i'll tell myself its gonna be fine.. its gonna be over.. hmm kind of deceiving but it'll go.. i'm thankful yet i hate u for it.. contradicting huh.. anyway u cldnt see this.. so i'm can speak freely here..wad is planned for me this week.. late shifts.. late shifts.. late shifts.. haa i'm just plain bored haa shld say i din concentrate on my ptc n i'm here blogging lol.. hmm yesh thurs i'm going for the duck tour n the hot air balloon.. heee.... waiting for it..haa dun blog le.. i'm on the phone....