after 20 days i have overcomed.. nvr tot it cld be that hard.. couldnt stop thinking everyday.. wad's happening.. todae @ 0705 am.. i finally knew u r safely back..
amzingly i stopped thinking..
childcare sux todae.. since i recovered n return.. tons n tons of things are piling and waiting for me.. PTC is coming and my wrkbks are still left with lots of blanks.. argh.. out of 6 days work for the past few weeks i was nt at sch for 4 days.. nt spending enough time with my students, nt knowing wad the hell the cc was going on, decisions always made without my existance or my acknowledge, n f*** up attitude admins staffs frm mmi, low efficency of mmi, well gradually everyting sux.. n my classroom always look like a rubbish dump.. cuz everytime there bound to be rubbish even when i clear the shelves before i leave...
and i was so pissed..
den i went for my class.. at mmi
scared out of my life.. or i shld say i scared ms saras
all of them tricked me that this module i shldnt miss any lessons at all if nt i got to retake this module again.
and out of their surprised.. i burst into tears.. i dunno why n cldnt control.. n ms saras was so guilty. haiyo but calm dwn after tat le..
hmmm seriously advice to young girls out there. if u ever tot of becoming a preschool educators.. dun try childcare centres.. u'll die..
getting dishearted le.. wish my passion will keep me carry on in this line...
haiz.. wad will come nw...
so saddening..
