ARGH.. starting my post just with this.. ARGH..
had a real bad one todae.. so pissed off..
wad's wrong wif you ppl.. dont you have something called selfless.. at least for one pathetic day.. come on.. pity me can anot.. simply dunno why some ppl are so blockheaded.. having their break means snatching every chance to go out.. come on.. give a thought for me can anot.. don't i have to go out too.. if you think you wanna go out for breathe taking.. how abt me.. don't i hav to... all the packed schedule is making me so tense le.. carinval juz over.. den come this parent teacher conference, after tat my long long overdueed lesson plan to do,, and guess wad;s more coming.. a every year once concert.. argh... cant i just hav my lil pathetic one hr break to go compass point walk walk... so stressed.. gettin on my nerves... soon i tell you.. i'll gone.. and me.. i still nw half way through preparing for my PTC... and dwn there is adding on to my stress... i noe i shldn't blame dwnstairs.. yet >__<* i'm so messed up...
and nw me.. facing another big turnin point...
do i bond for 4 yrs to my present company?
or i got to say bye bye and find another job..
ok to bond.. i hav to be slave for this four yrs.. yet there are of cuz pros and cons...
and oso i stay wif my badge of kids.. and seeing Jared graduated.. is my greatest hope..
if i say bye bye.. its sure that i will be missing my lovely students so so much... n my partner..
but for my financial wise.. its better.. due to a higher pay work..
so hard to make this decision.. hard to choose between ideal and reality....
hai.. todae really not my day.. how.........................................
let me think for one more day...
hmm recall back this past weekend... wad a disaster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant take it to digest yet i'm better nw...
friday.. after work.. tot previously could go bugis to shop and destress...
end up meeting dear bud jon for dinner.. this fellow has been naggin to meet.. ahhah... buay tahan.. and i got a tendency to ps him for the past weekends.. sorry lah.. dun angry la.. repay u wif cd le loh... hmm thanks for dinner treat o.. hahah,, felt guilty out of sudden.. *grins* love ya la..
met yan nget fel n keong at her hse..
and ta da.......... yan go fishing wif them and me going off home... due to work next day..
and sat after work.. went punggol plaza wif ma miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii(mummy) and haha.. dad kept telling me to try the mee gua at the kou fu.. hahah.. simply couldn't stand it.. 3 of us laugh off our silly heads cuz mee gua is ready at 4pm.. which means if i gonna eat tat i'll hav to wait for 2 hrs.. woah.. wad do you think.. would you wait tat long juz to try something new.. haha nah.. i wouldn't mind if i hav the time.. yet nope.. so tired.. finish shoppin our cookies ingredients at fairprice... we headed hm taking the punggol plaza shuttle bus.. haha.. funny incident.. hahahha.,... hmm reached hm.. bao meetin me.. so qiuck bath and dashed off to tamp... reached yan's hse drop dead.. guess wad its so comfy.. i couldnt help and to fall asleep.. den woke up.. 8 plus le.. bao going off soon.. at first i tot i oso joinin them for initial d.. but nvm.. din hav my seat so.. off i go wif bao to get our growling stomach fed.... and fed well wif mac.. wahahahahha...
hmm had talked but din wanna think wad's it anyway... cuz things got some replied... yet dunno for real anot.. onli when things done den i can say.. things turned better...
ok... end le.. vision blurred nw.......
blog again loh.....
