when will a hero comes along.. to cast tat fear aside.. y its so hard.. its always so hard to compromise.. suddenly juz felt hope is gone.. tat simply nothin i can do.. there are so many questions in me..
how to make everythin juz fine.. thou not perfect but fine.. how can i let u noe that it isn't how u tot.. how can i remain things i hav and not lost when new things added.. y life is full of choices.. i simply hate to make choices, hate doing decisions.. dunno wad limit will it meet.. till out of control.. knowing not possible to make everythin fine.. juz making me feel so sad..
whenever hoping my effort makes some comfort but end up.. ruining everything.. knowing things happened n is out of my reach to help.. tat's making me so useless.. being so near yet so far.. and nw distant is the word.. maybe u got me wrong.. i dun wan changes.. i juz need rearrange my portion.. i give up my portion if possible.. but yet a pop-up can to me tat hw long can i do this.. n the onli ans i hav is as long as possible.. i love my peeps.. i love ppl who being wif me everyday and by my side.. the love can never be erased n never be replace.. until i lose myself...
~nvr can get out of this. it grows in me~