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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


hmm recently too much happened.. but guess wad everything will be over.. and nw me in a clear mind.. had a different view in life.. i noe at times i will be outta control as i got my head stuck too deep.. nw my head is back on my neck.. gers sorry i hav made u guys worry abt me.. n there bound to be upset or sadness in u guys.. n no matter wad wanted badly u to noe.. i'm simply a nothin without u 2.. seen both u 2's blog.. i knew these will came to u 2.. but at tat moment i really found it so hard to hold on.. but i really noe all things u guys tot are all best for me.. n i really appreciate cuz no matter wad we had been thru so much.. and we are friends tat still will go thru alot of obstacles ahead.. so the onli things we can keep on goin is holding on wif each othr.. and i used to think times will nvr change n tot things will always be the same.. i believe this came to u when we in sch days.. but when we leave sch we still hold believe of nvr change.. but when we leave sch days.. gaps came cause we're on different track.. so if anyone got something that need to be said.. say it now cuz we're moving on and can't slow down.. these sch memories are playing like a film w/o sound.. taken frm the Graduation song.. and this particular sentence left a deep impact in me.. " As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change come wadever, we will still be friends forever..."
hmm no matter at anytime anyone would doubt this sentence but i knew tat the last thing i wanna keep in my memories before i died would be this precious memories.. cuz in this world everything onli happened once therefore only memories can keep tat moment forever..

and yan once u told me to not stuck deep and thanks for tat.. cuz it did make me see things i din realise.. for once i had my head stuck so deep in the hole.. thou i cant really control .. i may been too focus on wad's inside that hole n neglect the fresh air outside.. nw i have learnt to take a breathe..

bao nothing more needed to say.. as its all in my heart.. i noe u feel it whenever u need..

i had a life to go on.. and maintaining is the hardest n skill-needed thing in the world for me.. thou at times i feel holding on hurts badly but against all bruises i'll try and hold on.. and u guys will too..

~signing off~