phew.. juz had my mood spoilt..
both my colleagues are resigning.. so sadded..
leaving me all alone.. couldn't take it well..
dunno for gd or bad..
gettin out of radar recently.. so mani stories wif none of my existance.. really dunno wad to say.. feel sad.. feel sorry feel bad.. after all i'm not so perfect.. n not a suitable fren after all.. i'm juz out off the border.. feel so useless n so unable to get back the feeling i used to hav.. wad's wrong wif me.. or wad's wrong wif my life.. really r we in different world oready.. cant make anythin right..
suddenly i lost the familarity towards u.. ur back begun to seems so far frm me.. far tat unable to reach.. ur sadness makes me so useless n not noeing wad to do.. i hate this feeling n cant get it y am i feeling this way.. it seems like i'm outta ur life soon or even nw.. where's the care n share time oready.. i felt the blame n cant help but blaming myself.. felt so helpless yet there's nothin to feel better.. onli i'm sorry.. u noe.. I AM SORRY.. dunno y gettin frustrated wif myself more n more..
ARGH ARGH ARGH....
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