finally i'm here blogging once again ever since my last blog on 29 sep. now its finally october le. my first blog in oct. hahaha. hmm its been a long week and i haven seen any of my rwd xiong dis and jie meis for almost 1 week to come. i busy workin, they busy studying for exam. Poor us. Boo Hooo Hooo.nvm i'm goin to meet them soon le. either today or tml. keke. mish all soooo muchie.. *muack muack*
haha.

hmm its been a real busy week. last week its lk busy cleaning and catorloging the whole centre. crazy rite gotta do all in 2 days. how to finish sia. tedious sia.den on mon had a totally busy day. cuz by 4pm, teachers all gone left me alone wif my playgroups and nursery 1. my first thought was OH NO.. how am i goin to handle 13 kids of the most youngest age grp. its a OH OH NO thing. but thank god they are nt so havoc, cuz i took out toys for them to play. phew~ but reaching 6.00 pm all kids frm PG to K2 will be joinin together. can u imagine 2 teachers handling 20plus kids each. but its nt so bad cuz thank god there an invention called.. the television. n now i really greatly appreciate the existance of tv.. hahaha. it really can keep children sitting on the floor quietly.(the least quietness u can imagine) wahahhaha. except for the hyper naughty ones. warning them is my everyday job. imagine my daily water drank was maybe lk ur 2 days amt. hahahaha
den slowly 1 by 1 was fetched by their parents and i sitting nw finally able to take a rest.

reached 7pm and still waiting for last kid to be fetch.. waiting waiting and waiting..

hmm its quite routine in working but onli there's always unexpected accidents or surprises happened. lk kids hitting, bitting, scratching, banging into each other.. haha.. they are kids mah.. wad can be prevent. den due to one case den everyday we gota keep the room airy and aircon wasnt on.. den almost all kids were sweating and fever.. haiyoyo.. den lucky i nwadays quickly on aircon liao. if nt wait they get fever sia..

Argh everyday is lk work, hm.. nothing else.. cant go find fren cuz knock off at 7..Agrhh.. not tat its no life.. but.. everyday finish work liao den so damn sianz.. no kids to play liao.. and go hm ish nothing but com or tv.. so no entertainment.. or someything to look forward to..

Hey Hey out there..
when will u come knocking on my door..
waiting and waiting is my daily routine.
and wad can i do but to write this.

Wondering Pondering Everyday
Waiting to hear the keys sound today
opening the door of my cell
but nothing come to release my yells

messy.
aggressive.
angry.
dissapointed.
hopeless.
aimless.
lonely.
its getting no where.
but here in me.

the hatred of left alone
came into me.
it hadnt got out
ever since it came.

waiting for fairy tale in my life
was like
waiting for rain in the drought

looking back.
nothing but regret filled my heart
how could u ever know
i was holding on somehow

the day when u know
i was so addicted to you.
nid u to hold me in arms
how to live when u aint where u are.
how do i know.


hmm a glimpse of my life...

~sigin off~ n to bath loh.. den go out for dinner at bedok loh.. celebrating mum and dad bdae together, Happi Bdae Both Libras. and today bought the Samsung X430 fo mummy.. broke liao.. hahaha.. gtg loh.. ltr den write another "glimpse of my thought"