Sunday, January 13, 2008
New start.. Past over.. Newborn arrives...
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
ChancesChance is been give once and twice. forgive and forget i tell.. but again nothing was done. i gave up telling.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Christmas 2007One fine morning on Christmas Day with a horrible yesterday. Yes to think I'm out for countdown. Haa laugh at myself, how pathetic I am, BUT I don't need your pity. So what with all those i dear so much. Big joke of spending this unforgettable Christmas eve alone at home. Great isn't it, i bet you don't have the chance of experiencing it. Come to think, this is the first and definately the last. I wont do this to myself again. So much for New Year eve to come. I'm preparing already. No more hoping on others but to spend it well. This I promise. Well not spoiling My Christmas, I got lots of things to plan.. And spent a nite tidying up my room found all my memorable stuffs. A great nite I have reflected on myself. In thoughts, I've grown so much. And realises so much, I was blinded before. No more on whining. Its enough.Done. So much on reflecting. Now in the near future I will strive even harder. I will be better. I will earn my Liscense and faster than you can catch up. 2008 here i come.
Utterly DisappointedIndeed, once again. I get it. so yup that's it. I'm in only for sorrows never for happiness huh. Don't blame me for drastic changes. so this is wad so called best to you. Great enjoy your retribution. I'm all hands off yours. You'll never understand.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Its always easier said, but never easily done. The life boat don't seems to help, the float don't seems to help either. All those firecrackers i sent wont of any use. Its too late. I'm dead. no beat. no sound. Cant revive.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Today I felt like blogging so here i am.. its been months since i last did. Today is a remarkable one. My first time of playing with "snow", brought my students to snow city. pretty cold inside but yeap i wore 4 layers to keep myself warm.. n looking at the children in the jackets they walked like penguins. so cute. and due to the coldness, their cheeks and noses are turnin red. today's trip was quite smooth except the macdonald part. The manager (obviously not doing his job and obviously no brain) expect 50 over children and adults to sit each table 5-6 ppl. seriously no brain. imagine mac's table is so small already n the chair is so bulky. and during this rainy season still arrange us to sit at the outdoor area lucky its not pouring cats and dogs if not. ARGH no brains n its the 3rd time i'm sayin it.. haa one of the parents even feed back to the manager, "you called this service? burger king do a better job." Haa in my heart i was like INTERESTING. After the lunch, we headed back to school. As usual, most children are dozing off in the bus while i'm busy keepin my children entertained with songs. So we had an express bathing session and fast action putting children to sleep. talking about sleepin i'm turning soon.. so tired after a day. *yawnzzzzzzzzz shall blog again when I have time...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Till the day i have to go.. If my hero never comes, I'll keep hold of the memories. they are the best things in my life. The effort i realise now is too late, kisses and hugs became so precious but it still feels like yesterday. I've never came to knew that they became the best thing in life. no one is ever so caring for me, so thoughtful for me, so afraid i'll be too fragile, and putting so much effort in me. the bench, the path, the bus, the sky, the night, the movies, the clubs, the conversations, the shoulder, the pillar and the past.What else can love do?I promise you. I'll never hide if there is a next time.
Monday, April 16, 2007
You don't know how its like to be me today.You wouldn't want to know how i lead my lifeYou never could feel that slash in my heartYou think that its not ur fault for who i amYou don't know what happen along the wayYou wouldn't feel abit of the feeling i have all the way backYou never knew how i got home myselfI don't know how i got home.Smashed till you cant see it
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
on the veri second day of the new year.. its all coming backyou shldnt ask if you had cause me pain againi couldnt replywad's more can i saylie abt all the oppsitiesor nvr make clear to youi all out of lovedun tease me anymore..
